Good Days/ Bad Days

Some days are good(ok really) and some days aren't. Today was not good. Hopeless and alone pretty much sums up how I feel lately and today was a little worse than usual. At some point I may have to post what's happening, but for now I don't feel it's the right thing to do. Right now my life has shattered around me and I'm trying not to get cut by the pieces. I'll let you know how that works out later. I'm sick of feeling this way. I want to be angry, if I'm angry it doesn't hurt as much. I want to scream and rage and lash out, but I can't, I wont. Promise made, promise kept. I have friends, I know I'm not completely alone, but when I hurt the most, it's just me with my pain.